I’m so confused about you but like you so much at the same time. I didn’t realize that until I was really frustrated that tears flowed through my eyes thinking of you. Scared and a little heartbroken to think of the possibility losing you or leaving you. I wish you would fix your cheap ways. To be more generous. And smart with your money. I know you don’t have to tell me how you spend your money but if I’m showing you how special you are to me on certain holidays or dates I assume the same back. I know you like me a lot but it is a turn off when you’re cheap and feel like your inconsiderate to me and forgetful and sometimes feeling you’re using me for sex. Sometimes not all the time. I really like you and I do hope this works.