I just got diagnosed with manic bipolar. This whole time when i was having these mood swings it was due to being bipolar. I didn’t know people didnt haave inconsistent days as frequent as I do. Look I’m looking to give up that’s always my issue. Even SA i still will help. But I need my time with bipolar more than anything first. Like they say I can’t help you if i can’t help myself. So in order to do anything I’ll need to do readjust. I’m not lie I cried. I thought I did it. I cured social anxiety and I did for myself at least. But what I didnt see was getting diagnosed with bipolar. I’m not going to lie the meds is making me numb and  a walking vegetable which i didnt want like my bro. I will do what it takes to make me back to who i am.