Not gonna lie today kinda sucks but it’s ok. I realize I do suffer from depression and social anxiety. It’s something I’m going to have to deal with. Yes can I get out for sure! But maintaining it hard. But to expect everyday to be amazing is unrealistic to. I’m just confused. But I am trying my best in whatever mindset I’m in. And being open about it felt scary to begin with but I don’t regret it. Yeah I’ll always get the stories like are you ok? Or making sure I’m fine. I do love the people who support me and take care of me. This is somethin I’m going to have to fight and keep going. We can do this. I can do this.