I was just thinking about my life and getting on track again. But then my grandma throws a bomb at me. And says she wants to go to a retirement home. I love my grandma alot. Like alot alot haha. But I wasn’t expecting her telling me for me to have the feelings I feel. I just feel like crying. Even though she’s not even moving far. It really isn’t far at all. Probably at most a ten-minute drive. Maybe I’m just being over dramatic. And I’m literally crying in the corner because I don’t want them to see me cry LOL.. I just don’t want to guilt trip her to staying. If that’s what makes her happy. Then she can do that. I don’t want to control that. If that’s what she wants she can have that. As much as it pains me because I’m an overly attached grand daughter.