I don’t know what to do really. What am I doing in life. It’s just weird I’m kind of put in a position that can be bad for me just because I’m really down. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or not.. I would never ever leave anything stranded. I don’t know what I feel right now it’s just i don’t know I feel nothing. But I gotta stop putting myself in these type of situations. I have to think for myself for a second even though it’s selfish. Im just debating on what to do..